Growing Up.....

.....full of dreams.

I have so many dreams in life. I wish I could be more decisive and choose ONE path, and create more dreams and opportunities from that ONE path.

Currently, I have made so many crossroads, forkroads, junctions, dead-end, whatever roads u can think of, is exactly what my life is like right now.

Crossroads : I can't see to decide what do I really want to do. The more courses I look at, the more it interest me.

Forkroads : Once there is an opportunity, I failed to seize the moment. Such a failure I am.

Junctions : This is pathetic. It comes to decision all over again. Instead of moving forward in making the choice, I turn back, like a car reversing...too fast...and then thrown off a cliff.

Dead-end : This is the most horrible one. Oh, america....I made you my dead-end. Regret? Nah, I cannot. Its dead-end already.

What else roads are there? Winding road? Slippery road? Muddy road? Potholes along the way...sigh! When will I get to walk this life on a straight road where the light is? Where I know my journey and ending? Hmm...

So much of growing up full of dreams. The consequences I'm facing is so unbearable.