GROWING UP FULL OF DREAMS

2009-09-11T16:33:00.000-07:00

"FRIENDSHIP IS A PLANT OF SLOW GROWTH AND MUST UNDERGO AND WITHSTAND THE SHOCKS OF ADVERSITY BEFORE IT IS ENTITLED TO THE APPELLATION."

~George Washington (First President of USA)~

2009-09-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

"BE BRAVE. TAKE RISKS. NOTHING CAN SUBSTITUTE EXPERIENCE."

Triple 9

2009-09-09T21:09:00.000-07:00

09/09/09

My favaurite single digit number. Haha.

So, what was I suppose to do on this day? Hmm...it did not happen actually. I dare not take chances with my life. Its too risky, in case stuff don't get along well.

What I did instead was, went on a road trip to Semenyih. Lol. Saw loads of palm trees. Very mesmerizing indeed. Of course I'm joking. Well, the area is VERY deserted. Why am I spending my time at a deserted area? Haha. I was just accompanying a friend. It was fun though, not boring, so I'm happy. Saw a signboard which says "RENT/SALE" on a tree. It's so funny the fact that somebody is renting a tree or rather selling it. *randomness*

I'm just typing, like I'm talking to myself. So, if you don't get it, don't bother. =)

Actually, all I wanted to say on this post is, "I've fallen for you, but I think I'm just not ready because you have not given me assurance. So sorry, its not happening."

That's all. I'm happy I finally said it. Hope you understand the situation. =)

Thanks and bye-bye!

~There is a magnet in your heart that will attract true friends. That magnet is unselfishness, thinking of others first. When you learn to live for others, they will live for you.~

dedicated to true friends. you know who you are. if im living my life for you, then yes, I consider you as true friends. Cheers mates!

Kim

Frust!!!!

2009-09-08T14:46:00.000-07:00

I hate helping people, when you end up getting scolded by them. Not exactly scolded, but they sound uninterested and pissed. Like what the hell is their problem. So frustrating. And I call them friends. Hmm.. Should be temporary friends.

~its really getting on my nerves~

Growing Up.....

2009-09-07T22:11:00.000-07:00

.....full of dreams.

I have so many dreams in life. I wish I could be more decisive and choose ONE path, and create more dreams and opportunities from that ONE path.

Currently, I have made so many crossroads, forkroads, junctions, dead-end, whatever roads u can think of, is exactly what my life is like right now.

Crossroads : I can't see to decide what do I really want to do. The more courses I look at, the more it interest me.

Forkroads : Once there is an opportunity, I failed to seize the moment. Such a failure I am.

Junctions : This is pathetic. It comes to decision all over again. Instead of moving forward in making the choice, I turn back, like a car reversing...too fast...and then thrown off a cliff.

Dead-end : This is the most horrible one. Oh, america....I made you my dead-end. Regret? Nah, I cannot. Its dead-end already.

What else roads are there? Winding road? Slippery road? Muddy road? Potholes along the way...sigh! When will I get to walk this life on a straight road where the light is? Where I know my journey and ending? Hmm...

So much of growing up full of dreams. The consequences I'm facing is so unbearable.

Lost?

2009-09-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

I THINK I'M SUFFERING FROM INTERNAL DEPRESSION. I'M LOSING FOCUS ON EVERYTHING I DO LATELY. BUT I KNOW THERE IS STILL HOPE. THE LORD WILL PUT ME BACK ON TRACK. I HAVE FAITH IN THAT.

*the heart hurts badly*

*the soul lose contact with the body*

*lost?* indeed i am.

By next week, I hope I can say : "I was lost but now I am found"

The author feels emo as she cannot cope with challenges she's facing this time round in her life.

Future

2009-09-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

Regret making so many wrong choices.

GOD, I need your help. I know you have always been there for me, but I was too ignorant and think I can handle things on my own. Show me the light, oh Lord!

~My God is mighty to save~

Kim

2009-09-04T20:40:00.000-07:00

"I NEED INSPIRATION NOT ANOTHER NEGOTIATION."

2009-09-03T23:07:00.000-07:00

"I'M REFRAINING FROM CHOCOLATES AND ICE-CREAMS FOR 40 DAYS."

Should I just end it here?

2009-09-02T23:57:00.000-07:00

I wish I was born a ''special child'', so I will be exceptionally exempted from this individualistic world. I would have a tiny world of my own where worries and anxieties are all beyond boundaries. These are all only WISHES THAT WILL NEVER COME TRUE.

*lost for words*

I can't cope with pressure. Parents seems to want the best in their children. Even as a kid, I was exposed with presure, in sports and in studies. Of course the type of pressure then was very low. But, as they see we can cope, they increase their expectations, and the pressure level increases. I think the pressure exerted on me can cause deformation to all parts of my body. Grr. Yes, I believe to excel in something, there must be an exerting force but must it be so high till it can cause damage? Sigh.

The worst phrase of this week, 'as long as you're staying under our supervision, everything we say you do it and listen.' AWESOME PHRASE. I hope one day they would say ' I want you to jump off a cliff.' I would be delighted to do it.

Where is the freedom? Look, even parents has this concept that :-

EDUCATION + MONEY + WORK = A COMPLETE LIFE.

I think its old-school man.

I mean, the university I got has world ranking and is recognized world-wide, why in the world do you want me to go to some top in the world university. I know my limits. You know my limits, but just would not want to accept or I don't get your reason. Its much easier last time. Now the world is revolving, everything changes. No use comparing your good old days.

Would you spend extra money if I can't cope in some top uni to repeat a semester? I know you woudn't mind, as you will say its for my future. But, I really do not want to waste such money for qualifications that I know is pushing my limits, though you have the money. Money is NOT everything. Losing my pride re-doing a whole year again is more costly than your money. I don't want to have this concept that money can buy me ANYTHING. It is rubbish. I may not be the smartest of peoples, sorry to dissapoint you, but I promise and know that I will make it well in my future.

Money is just essential to get you through life. We must not let money live in us and monopolized our inner self. People often can't control themselves, leading to money controlling them, which is stupid.
For example, I had this friend when I was 10. We were swimming partners under the same coach. Sooner than we realised, we bacame rivals, as we grew older. Her parents opted her to train under a more expensive training centre, as they thought that would make her improve a lot better. I remained. I mean I don't see the use of changing as both training centres has the same facilities. So did her parents money pay off? Guess not. I had better timings than her and we were no longer neck to neck. Therefore, I believe, sometimes money does not pay. Its when you're happy doing what you want best in the place you enjoy most.

*such a stressful life*
*should i just end it here?* sigh!

More To Life

2009-09-01T11:50:00.000-07:00

Its a wet September to begin with. Perfect time to sleep, but I'm stuck at this beautiful office place...working.

I think September this year means 'Decision making' for me.

Why?
Because I have to decide whether I want to go abroad or do a twinning course here. If I do a twinning course, I HAVE to start this month. I'm always a last minute decider, which dangers my future.
Wow. I feel like I have some adrenaline rush.

Let's talk about life instead. (see here, I'm just typing like I'm talking to myself, so bare with me)

What do most people want in their life?
A simple answer : Most people want to have a good education, then later secure a good job that pays handsomely, then have a family, then work work work till they are old, then enjoy life going on holidays and stuff like that, and finally, DIE.

Are you one of the MOST PEOPLE?
I admit, this is the life journey I've imagined and was working towards it. Now, my conception about life changed. I want to be different from others.
Life is more than just education, work and money. I am not saying these 3 things are not important, but we DON'T NEED TO MAKE IT SEEM THAT THIS 3 THINGS IS LIFE.

Well, if you did not do well in education, does not means you are an outcast. If you don't get a job with big companies that pay big fat cheques, it does not means that you're a failure. Lastly, MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING. After all, we cannot bring these 3 things with us when our life ends.

Let's now imagine why God created us? Did He put us all here on the place called Earth to see how we all compete against each other in EDUCATION, WORK AND MONEY? Did He want to see who is the smartest among His creation? Definitely NOT. Because in the Bible, it says, God created each and everyone of us uniquely and different.

So, I'm challenging myself and also others who agree with this, to DARE TO BE DIFFERENT.

Kim

~Your life is what you're making of it. To change your life, you need to change your priorities.~

Love or Like?

2009-09-01T09:02:00.000-07:00

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you like, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

The person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye.
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

Kim

~In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life~

Spiritual Warfare

2009-08-28T16:20:00.000-07:00

I dislike gloomy days. It causes a huge fluctuation in my mood.

Ever heard of spiritual warfare? Frankly, I did not believe in such things until I experienced it myself. Today, I felt a really strong force attacking me from inside. Difficult to explain, because I can't even see it myself. Its usually hard to explain something abstract.

This "warfare" started this morning when I went to the temple to pay respect to my late grandma - which is one year after her passing. I did not mean to say that when you go to temples you will encounter spiritual warfare. My point is, in this world there are evil spirits or best known as devils that will separate us from God. This is because the devil is full of jealousy, that we acknowledge God as King, and not the devil. So, they attack. It can happen anywhere and anytime to anybody who's faith ain't strong to overcome it.

I did a bit of research after this experience, and found out that spiritual warfare is the concept that demons or fallen spirits attempt to thwart goodness and the will of God. Practically, this warfare attacks on a person's thoughts, relationships, or life with God.

I need to continue to strenghten my faith in God. I've been attacked! I will not be shaken again.

Kim

LOVE FATE DESTINY

2009-08-27T23:18:00.000-07:00

There are things I'd like to say to you my love on your special day.

I am forever thankful God sent you my way,
Like a gift from up above,
You showed me how it is to feel real love.

I know many mountains we have and will climb,
And sometimes it takes forever,
Has seemed like a very long time.

Yes, we have endured our share of pain,
But together we have so much to gain

Bigger mountains may lie ahead,
But together there is no hill we cannot tread.

So always remember my love for you,
And there is nothing together we cannot do.
I'll be here forever - my love is true.
The person beside me, that would be you.

HAPPY N-I-N-E-T-E-E-N BIRTHDAY, ~~BABY BOY~~,MELVIN YEOW =)

MUCH LOVE,

KIM

Embracing Imperfection

2009-08-26T18:50:00.000-07:00

This is a beautiful story to ponder upon.

If everyone in this world learn to accept others’ mistakes and forgive each other, life will move smoothly.

"When I was a little girl, my mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage, and an extremely burned toast in front of my dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my dad did was reach for his toast, smile at my mom, and ask me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite!

When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my mom apologize to my dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what he said: 'Baby, I love burned toast.' Later that night, I went to kiss daddy good night and I asked him if he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, 'Debbie, your mummy put in a hard day at work today and she is real tired. And besides, a little burnt toast never hurt anyone!

You know, life is full of imperfect things and imperfect people. I'm not the best housekeeper or cook. What I've learned over the years is that learning to accept each other's faults - and choosing to celebrate each other's differences is one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing, and lasting relationship. And that's my prayer for you today. That you will learn to take the good, the bad, and the ugly parts of your life and lay them at the feet of God. Because in the end, He's the only One who will be able to give you a relationship where burnt toast isn't a deal-breaker!

We could extend this to any relationship in fact, as understanding is the base of any relationship, be it a husband-wife or parent-child or friendship. Don't put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket but into your own. See through God's eyes and feel through God's heart and you will appreciate the value of every soul including yourself.

Kim

Hanging on

2009-08-18T10:09:00.000-07:00

June 18 marked the end of A-Levels, which also means closing the chapter of my college life. The transition from high school to university is now over. So much has happened during the one and a half years at HELP - adapting myself to a very stressful and hectic environment, meeting new people I proudly call as friends and lastly, meeting someone that made a great impact in my life.

Moving on...

Much has happened since that date. And now, I'm sort of reviving this blog. No, I was not dead for 2 months. I was just simply esctatic with life. Living life the way it should be.

Hoping that uni will be another awesome place to be. Right now, dunno whether its going to be the States, UK, or Australia...hmm...its time to be independent....just hope a few buddies will be in the same place...and then happy life is here. Its cool just imagining.

Okay, got to work now, doing crappy itenaries.

Kim

A-levels Fever

2009-06-04T23:19:00.000-07:00

EXAM STRESS IS KILLING ME!
(and pathetic isn't it, that I want to study medicine)

OH, 18TH OF JUNE, CAN'T YOU COME ANY FASTER?

I SMELL FREEDOM FROM AFAR. =)
this blog is officially dead. i shall promise not to come here till my exams are over. Suffer now, than regret later.
I'm preparing for war, people. And, I will win the battle.

See ya, soon.
In less than 2 weeks, i'll be back babbling bout' my life again!

WITH LOVE,
KIMMYKINS .

The Transition

2009-05-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

I'm having all sorts of dilemma these days.
I do not even understand myself sometimes.
I lose my temper so easily.
I sigh too much.
I become so negative.
I feel that my friends are against me for all sorts of reasons.
I actually do not know what is wrong with myself.

The need to stop quarreling. The need to stop being emotional. The need to get a grip of my self actions.

Change I will make. This I promise. A new, transformed, and upgraded me. Anything is possible by the grace of God.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tomorrow is Omega Night at church. Sadly, I cannot participate due to A-Levels exams! Sigh! What a way to end YouthAlpha...Oh a-levels, why oh why do you have to 'book' me this entire month?

I pray that God will bless the organizers and give them guidance and wisdom to make a night a success for the one and only living God! I believe every tongue shall confess that Christ Jesus is the King of all Kings.

LORD reigneth; let the earth rejoice; let the multitude of isles be glad thereof. Clouds and darkness are round about him: righteousness and judgment are the habitation of his throne. A fire goeth before him, and burneth up his enemies round about. His lightnings enlightened the world: the earth saw, and trembled. The hills melted like wax at the presence of the LORD, at the presence of the Lord of the whole earth. The heavens declare his righteousness, and all the people see his glory.
Psalm 97:1-6

I wish I could be part of Omega Night, but I really can't due to so many many reasons.
Forgive me, Lord.
Sorry guys&girls of SAY ALIVE YOUTH.

The emo,
Kim

The Climb

2009-05-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

I'm not a fan of Miley Cyrus at all, but I got to admit that I like this particular song of hers. It is so meaningful and explains exactly what my life is like all this while and I'm still going through the same crap everyday.

Credits to the songwritter of The Climb.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith...

Kim

Parasites

2009-05-14T20:09:00.000-07:00

*blowing off the dust on this site*
It's been a month that I've stopped blogging.
This blog is revived from the dead, but the owner still feels a bit dead due to hectic life.

It is not that my life is less hectic now - I still have a heavy load in front of me to go through -
I'm here simply to express myself. Me and my emotions. Emotions, can be good to boost one's self-esteem as well as a disaster which will degrade self-esteem and perspective towards life.

Friends. Can you define the word friends? Most people are proud of having many friends, in other words a large social network. I was one of those people before, but now, I look at things differently. For me QUALITY is better than QUANTITY.

As a believer of Christ, God always taught us to forgive one another and love each other. Jesus said, "A new commandment I give you : Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another." John 13: 34.

But as imperfect human beings, we have our limits. We always try our best to obey God's word but most of the time we fail. Imagine yourself being hurt in so many ways by people you call 'friends' each day. How can you possibly forgive somebody so many times and the person keeps doing it over and over again?

Would you consider somebody your friend when they come to you when they are not in good terms with their other peers and then just leave you after making up with them. I am one of the few foolish people to fall into this trap. When she was sad and helpless, I remember being there for her. When she was having problems, I remember helping her solve them. When she was in tears, I remember being there just to console her. I seriously do not understand why she treated me this way after what I have done for her - its not that I want credits for being a nice person. I just don't understand these kind oof people. I feel like I'm a puppet. Being taken advantage off. And when this parasite I called 'friend' sucked out all the advantages, the parasite just leave me alone again until she has another problem. Don't you not think it is so idiotic of me to treat people like this with much love as a friend?

I wish I hadn't had known you before this. Then, maybe now I would be happy living my life. I'm still proud that I have great friends whom I can trust and will always be there for me whenever I need them and I promise to be there whenever they need me too. As for suckers (parasites), I command you to stay away from me. Stay far far away!

I do not know how to phrase my sentences properly. I'm not angry, not furious but just dissapointed and upset I'm treated or rather being used this way.

~Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks~

Kim

He's Risen

2009-04-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

Before the world began,
You were on his mind.
And every tear you cry,
Is precious in his eyes.
Because of his great love,
He gave His only Son.
Everything was done so you would come.

Come to the Father,
though your gift is small.
Broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all.
The power of the word,
the power of His blood.
Everything was done so you would come.

Nothing you can do,
Could make Him love you more.
And nothing that you've done,
Could make Him close the door.
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son.
Everything was done so you would come.

A BLESSED EASTER TO ALL!

1 John 3:18 ; Let's not merely say that we love each other, let us show the truth by our actions.

Kim

WHD

2009-04-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

Today, United Nations of HELP celebrated World Health Day. (WHD)

The event was pretty organized.

There was a blood donation drive, where I donated my blood for the first time in my life. Yup. Coz i reached legal age already, practically can decide for myself. My blood group is AB - yeah! One of a kind person. Then, I pledge to donate my organs as well. I don't need my organs when I'm gone. Its better I donate, and save another person's life.

Anyway, yeah. That's about it. The event was long but I dunno what I did also besides donating my precious blood. Hahahaha! Oh, we got another T-shirt in addition to the Wild Bugs collection. LOL!

Today is a Holy Day!

~You set me free, You gave me liberty~

Kim

Holy Friday

2009-04-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

BLESSED GOOD FRIDAY TO ALL.

Romans 3:23-24 ; For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, but they are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.

Kim

Happy Birthday Mom

2009-04-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

For as long as I can remember
you were always by my side
to give me support
to give me confidence
to give me help

For as long as I can remember
you were the person
I looked up to
so strong
so sensitive
so pretty

For as long as I can remember
and still today
you are everything
a mother should be

For as long as I can remember
you always provived stability
full of laughter
full of tears
full of love
Whatever I become
is because of you
and I thank you
forever for our relationship.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Lot's of love,
Kim =)

~mothers are like walking sunshines in our lifes~

The Race of Rights

2009-04-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

This event is something like Amazing Race, but it's just in Kuala Lumpur, and last for 7 hours ONLY. We were allowed to drive but chose to take PUBLIC TRANSPORT instead. And here, I mean LEGS as public transport.

I was really excited for the race, and was determined to win the prize, of course. Like all events, setbacks do happen and I don't blame the organizers too. Its just that the unlucky participants will face it, and that also cannot be avoided. Winning something needs at least 1% luck.

To cut the story short, the race was long, not because many places in KL was covered but we just had to go through a particular place more than once. For example, the 'Pseudo Highlight' went to and fro Central Market and Petaling Street 3 times, and then we walked to Masjid Jamek. Yeah, I know its not far...but imagine yourself running in Central Market and Petaling Street then to Masjid Jamek. I'm quite proud the team managed to withstand 'torture'. I think if those area were covered with water, I woudnt' feel like dying.

On the way to the High Court, tadaa...I heard something snap. Seriously snap. And, damn, the pain was worst then getting struck by lightning. But, stupid me, continued running. Yeah...all for the sake of RM 800. I can't help it, my inner self was too determined that my physical strength just gave up. So, I run, and run, and run. The pain was there, and I was immune to it after an hour holding on and not giving up.

Little did I know, after the race, I picked up a hamstring injury and a torn ligament on the left leg, specifically the knee. That's not all, I sprain the muscles on my right leg, and both the sole of my feet has blisters at very very funny places. I seriously dunno how to walk. The pain I'm feeling now is worst than the muscle tear, near my shoulders, after tennis competition 7 years ago. Everytime I walk, I stumble. I feel so wobbly. Even trying to sleep hurts even more. (that's why I'm blogging). The doc said, 'no vigorous activities for you in the next 6 weeks', or else you may need an operation. At this moment, I feel like a disabled. I should go to Persatuan Orang Kurang Upaya, then they can teach me how to make the best of life. The pain was so bad, I got an injection, and painkillers, yet I still feel it. I'm such a lousy sportsperson. Like tofu, or worst. I'm seriously dissapointed in myself.

So dissapointed that I cannot join tomorrow's competition. I have to pull out. I can't defend my 4 years title. I'm devastated. My life is shitty now man! I just let some random person take my title like that. Sigh! I'm so useless, I think that's why my body gave up on me. Arghh, emo!

Anyway, I shall talk about my team members - Sherrie, Sue Anne, and Edwyn.

Sherrie a.k.a 'The Super KanCheong'
This girl is superb. She kept up with the speed, being a tour guide and partly helping plan the strategy. Sudoku expert, like serious expert. She finished the puzzle before I came back with the pencils. So amazing!

Sue Anne a.k.a 'The CameraGirl Highlight'
Ini orang, banyak funny. Despite having 'something' nobody wants to have, she managed to keep up, run like mad, climb the stairs, cross the dangerous roads, and most importantly, take nice pictures. She was the brainstommer and also like coordinating the race so that I won't make mistakes. (coz I tend to make conclusions fast). Good job, sh!

Edwyn a.k.a 'The FullOfStamina Guy'
People, I tell you, this fella on land, he can run, walk, anything, and he is not tired. He must be some cross-country runner or triathlete or Superman! He's like another tour guide, and also VERY VERY observant. Like, little things, and hidden places he can find. Not bad, eh! Well, if we don't win, at least we had a great time running, laughing, erm....what else? talking? oh and the most important thing was the experience.

Lastly, Kim a.k.a 'The FakeSmile Girl'
I had to smile for the camera so many times today. Especially with the Body Shop, Nike, and Starbucks cashiers. I practically gave out a fake smile. Sorry la I can't help it when they are thinking that I'm gonna sell their pictures. Anyway, it was practically my fault too, coz I decided to change route, and go to the city instead of completing everything a Brickfields. So, yeah, there our team met another setback, which we wasted time, LIKE 30 MINUTES. Gahhh. I even fought with the front desk receptioninst in Lot 10. I felt so bad for asking her so many times whether she is sure that there isnt Starbucks in Lot 10. She gave me a KL map instead. So nice of her, right. Lol!

L-R : Edwyn, Kim, Sue Anne, & Sherrie
(picture courtesy of www.myinterpretationanne.blogspot.com)

I think 'Pseudo Highlight' team went to do task other groups have not gone to, and we found errors, AND, wasted time. Sigh. I blame myself for this. It was my plan to change strategy. If only 45 minutes was not wasted in the Library and 30 minutes in Lot 10, I think we would be able to continue my strategy. I'm really sorry! I love today, for another reason though. Someone was being nice and sweet! *HUGSS*

What do you do when it hurts so badly, that you cannot even cry anymore?

sigh again. in pain and have to study for chemistry. this is a life for young people.

~ I'm letting go, so give me one more chance, to save me from this road I'm on~

Kim